September 26, 2006
my story of pseudo-relationship
Im in a Pseudo relationship for almost 6 months, he is a DJ while I work in a office. when I first met him I was still in a relationship with the father of my child, we were for 9 yrs together. after 3 months the relationship between the father of my child ended; and the relationship between me and the DJ became deeper. I already knew that the DJ has a GF, but she is in Dubai, but hindi ko parin sya maiwasan eventhough I really wanted to, kasi i already fell in love with him. we are so happy when we are together, we share same interests, at the beginning i knew that he was just playing, but in the long run parang kami na...holding hands, dates everyday and other things that a couple does. a time came he admitted that he likes me and even more than that. He also said that he loves me once, but I was not certain about it coz he was drunk when he said that. Now he is telling to his friends and even told my brother that "kami" na, but he never asked me, and he still has a commitment with his GF. He even openly talks to me about his GF that they will get married soon, he is even fixing his papers so he could follow his GF in Dubai. I feel hurt, but I am happy whenever I am with him, but the most thing that is distructing me is that I dont know where to place myself. I feel like I dont have the right na makialam sa mga lakad nya, kasi hindi nga kami. though I'm happy, haaay...I just dont know where to place myself.
Posted by freakygurl on September 26, 2006 at 06:42 PM | 2 comments